2015 Teen Poetry Contest Designed & edited by Bernardo Jáuregui. Printed during March 2015 at the print shop of El Paso Public Library by David Tarín. El Paso Public Library expresses its appreciation to the poetry judges who selected these year’s contest winners: Dane Aguilar (English) Susan Barnum (English) Bernardo Jáuregui (Spanish) El Paso Public Library Teen Hangout staff members: Youth and Family Services Coordinator– Patricia Hernandez Armijo Library — Adrian “Stelo” Rivera José Cisneros, Cielo Vista Library — Sandra D. Palacio Clardy Fox Library — Paul M. Gomez Dorris Van Doren Library — Lisa Martínez Esperanza A. Moreno Library — Juanita Kamalipour Irving Schwartz Library — Lori Bocanegra Judge Edward S. Marquez Library — Ida Rodríguez Main Library — Debi López & Susan Barnum Memorial Park Library — Jaime Álvarez Richard Burges Library — Mike Pitterman Westside Library — Valerie Chavez Sergio Troncoso, Ysleta Library — Jennifer Montes English Language Poems Spanish Influence Poem Spanish Conquistador who brought us disease, why didn’t you turned around, and left us at ease? We didn’t want war, we didn’t want sorrow. You came with your stinky feet and gave us much horror. You could have left us your sugars and spices but NO, You also left us with kids full of lice. We learned a new language, which was really cool. If only you could have remember ours too. 4 We loved you and we helped you, for this is the truth. You chained us and slaved us and gave us the boot. We learned and adapted and mixed with your kind. Now I really love churros, natillas and wine. I still like my style, which is better than yours. I kept my chin up and my ways and my rules. I kept them in secret, I kept them real quiet. I longed for the day, I could share my desires. It has always been the best solution, I’m finally free and there is no denying the rhyme, rhythm and beat soothe my sad soul, that I’ve suffered and learned and I mixed my desires. it’s like my heart’s full of an illusion, an illusion of meeting my one goal I live for today, I live for tomorrow. that one goal that wakes me up every day Now I’m free to be happy and when not…drown in my sor- one simple song can always change my mood rows. it takes all my major problems away it makes me have a better attitude Tequila is my friend, the drink of the Gods. feels like we don’t need a road to travel Whenever I drink it, I really relax. music keeps our memories in our hearts it never allows us to unravel Mia Dorsey. the music could stay in our deepest thoughts Nolan Richardson. music says everything I want to say First place. Seventh grade. and I remember it for the whole day. 36 Iran Ivette Aranda. El Paso High School. Main Library, Honorable Mention. 5 The Life of a Dog There are many things I like about you. Their fur feels like thread Like movies breaking my feelings flowing through your hands and series too. laying on the warm bed dreaming about delightful treats There are many things I could do after a long day of chasing squirrels and rabbits but I'd rather be with you. and barking up a storm. Crying and laughing about my favorite scenes. It’s hard living the life of a dog. Eating my favorite chicken wings. Jacob Borgeson. From the hours spent with you Nolan Richardson. to the lack of sleep I get. Second place. Seventh grade. I would never switch to Hulu. I'd rather be with you in my bed. 6 I love you, Netflix. Sasha Cobos Moorehead Middle School Westside Library, Honorable Mention. 35 It has its ups and downs Mackinaw But it’s your choice whether to scream Or sit back and enjoy the ride. Land breeze, sea breeze a ferry docks at noon. Anna Swatzel. At ease, brain freeze Nolan Richardson Middle School. a cannon goes ‘boom!’ Richard Burges, Honorable Mention. Horse hooves, slanted roofs So many small cafes. Fudge booths, dog woofs shade from the sun’s rays. Giant trees, buzzing bees Bicycles zoom around. 34 Mossy reeds, feeling free A kite dives aground. Smell of rain, ‘tis a shame that this day should end. Water’s plain, all the same Mackinaw Island to land. Anneliesse Fensch. Lincoln Middle School. First place. Eight grade. 7 Spring Time The Side of Me You Don’t See The wet dew glistens, I was the victim and I always will be. the flowers blossom and bloom, That girl who was bullied at every school, My ears always seem to listen, But came here and tried to play it off cool. to the colorful birds tune. The same girl she was then and nothing changed. I start to feel very serene, The best me I could be….. as the ideas in my mind start to climb, This is the side you need to see. everything around is green and clean, that’s how I know its spring time. The person I wanted to be was Someone I am not. 8 Imari Lucas. The person you see me as Nolan Richardson. Is not who I am. Eight grade. Second place. Though I seem far from different, This is the person I thought you should know. Who I am on the inside is quite shy. You may never see a tear shed my eye But I’m broken to pieces. I was taught to hold my heart Together and now is when I put on my battle scars. Be true to who you are. Find something that makes you Happy and don’t let anyone take that away, Because life is like a roller coaster, 33 She is the spoiled one, says the presents The Witch under the Christmas tree; she is also the youngest child, says the pictures As the night passes by on the hallway walls; You’ll hear the witch’s cries she is a rather small person, says the closet And as she flies past the moon full of clothes; and a girl with talent, She sings an eerie tune says her cello and bow; but not a girl for the kitchen, says the stove Her skin is rougher than Velcro erupting with smoke. In fact, she’s so ugly she’d scare a scarecrow On Halloween night, do not mock her She lives with her parents and brother, Because for the rest of your life, she’ll be your stalker along with many cats, says the walls that trap them in; the cats fill the house 32 Her face is so scary, she’ll give you nightmares like leaves in a tree, all of them Making you thought of as crazy by all of your peers as unique as fingertips; without the liveliness On your computer screen, there’ll be a glitch in the house, she would be as lonely as Don’t look behind you? Oh, No, it’s the witch. the last doughnut in the box. Daniela Vela. Sometimes she is happy, and sometimes Eastwood Middle School. she is not, says the squeaky bed José Cisneros Library, Honorable Mention. in her room; she is well organized, says the desk that is clean as a new penny; her room is as blue as an ocean, says the posters on the wall; a piece of her would be missing, if there were no books. Ariel Chen. Burges ECHS. First place. Ninth grade. 9 The Wrath of the Storm The Game The sun rises from the east and emits warm rays of sunshine The running the injuries the pressure is not any fun casting a glow over the town When the coach yells it is scary and so confusing and yet, the day is calm, quiet, and peaceful. Although my chest hurts I can’t stop until I’m done It’s hard and it’s sad when my team is losing Out on the ocean a mass of clouds begin to condense My ankles feel weak and my muscles are extremely tired swirling together like a blender and a sailor remarks that a storm is brewing. There’s so much struggle when we just want a goal Every ounce of my strength is for getting shots fired The waves begin to rise In the morning when I wake the soreness takes its toll the wind starts to howl like a wolf I run down the field as if I can fly and the members of the town begin to fret. The other teams’ defense which I have come to hate 10 Closer and closer the storm comes I look up because I need motivation from the sky the wind at its full intensity This sport I realize seems to tragically be my fate and building-high waves pounding ashore. But even through all the hardships sweat tears and pain I wouldn’t change it because I love soccer, the game At last the storm arrives bringing with it death and destruction Dominique Lopez. uprooting houses and flooding the streets. El Dorado High School. Esperanza Acosta Moreno, Honorable Mention. For hours the storm unleashes its full force dumping torrential rain and stirring up strong winds but eventually it dies down. 31 For those Who Wonder The clouds begin to move out the wind dies down For we are those who wonder and finally, the sun shines again. those who question the assumed what would the world be without us? The day is quiet and peaceful the world would be doomed. the sun shines rays over the town but now everything is in ruin. From the far reaches of the Earth 30 to the deepest of the sea The townspeople emerge to the highest mountain shaken but alive even to a public library. and continue their daily routine. Questions are our canvas Theodore Sandhu answers are our dreams Franklin High School. we tend to state our motto: Second place. Ninth grade. “Things aren’t always what they seem.” A haunted house, a forgotten tomb, a medieval castle, a secret room never mistake what you assume for we are those who wonder. Savanna Stewart. Franklin High School. Dorris Van Doren Library, Honorable Mention. 11 Fall of the Lakota Exhaustion Black flesh corrupts white snow I am Exhausted But I slept, slept well actually. in the distance, a Tree of No Branches ravaged by the true savage, cracks in the trunk—evident. This fatigue I feel it's not for lack of sleep Actually it's for lack of life. Crows nest near its dark crown, a brown blanket lies at its feet— burned. The blinded Eagle soars above the bugle calls— wind howls and freezes trampled snow. 12 Horses whinny and shriek and a single feather falls, broken I used to have a drive, A drive that had moved mountains and left traces everywhere I went. But I drained it, drained it to the last drop And still found a way to take a last gulp. But now I go through the motions, the motions of keeping the mountains in place and the acceptance of being recognized in every OTHER place now where brown meets white hills silent, and no one left to weep. Lucas Reyes. Coronado High School. First place. Tenth grade. Then I look at my "chalice of life" and wonder, wonder when I will be able to drink again I am Exhausted But there are not enough hours in the night to end this oppression. David Rodriguez. Jefferson High School. Clardy Fox Library, Honorable Mention. 29 El Amor de Dios Abandoned, alone and forgotten grew the tree. She listens to the waves collide. No hay amor perfecto Her withered leaves decoding the key; que sea tan correcto afraid to expose its secrets, she hides. un gran cuidado que sea tan exagerado. Unable to float away, She’s stuck under the dull light of the moon, El mejor apoyo watching the crepuscular creatures travel towards the bay, que te ayuda sobre todo where she secretly hopes to belong too soon. lo mejor de todo que nunca te ha abandonado She has become a shadow of the sea siempre está a tu lado. her dreams lost in the unforgiving dark, where nobody can hear her plea; El mejor amigo 28 tragic, as she has lost her alluring spark. que siempre estará contigo. Alexis Arciniaga Cristian Torres. Coronado High School. Lydia Patterson. Second place. Tenth grade. Armijo Library, Honorable Mention. 13 Snow Day Cloudy skies, cold winds, and white snow. The sun goes away and the light is dimmed. Those make for my perfect day. I’d rather live where it’s cold I’d rather wear jackets, and then carry them. And I rather be cold than be hot. I hate summer heat. I hate the sick feeling of the heat from the sun. I hate sweating and getting another shade darker. If I could I would move to Alaska or Washington State. Places where its cold with no heat. A cold place where I can be myself. 14 They say: “stay in El Paso, don’t go so far away.” But I say: “No way, I don’t belong here!” This place isn’t my home, just a place where I have to live till I turn eighteen. I will get myself to this cold place. I will leave this ‘sun city’. I will get my cloudy days. Where I can have everyday a Snow Day… Jo’Enni Becerra Jefferson High School. First place. Eleventh grade. Honorable Mention Poems My friend I need you now. Please take me by the hand. Stand by me in my hour of need, take time to understand. Take my hand, dear friend, and lead me from this place. Chase away my doubts and fears, wipe the tears from my face. Friend, I cannot stand alone I need your hand to hold, The warmth of your gentle touch in my world that’s grown so cold. Please be a friend to me, and hold me day by day. Because with your loving hand in mine, I know we’ll find the way. Estefany Paz. El Dorado High School. Second place. Eleventh grade. 15 Mirror Vida Life is not a thing Se acaba cuando menos te das cuenta, A thing that will caress you Para algunos pasa muy lenta, Carry you Para otros se va muy aprisa, Nurture you Cuando tu tiempo se acaba ella no avisa. Like a caring mother should Whenever you want it to El tiempo se lleva muchas vidas, Life is a universal mirror La muerte te lleva, no importa cuánto te cuides It can be blurry La vida es invaluable Cracked El tiempo no perdona ni es amable. And scratched 16 And make it difficult for you El tiempo es tu antagonista To realize the truth of your life Pero tú eres el protagonista You can look at a mirror and look at yourself Es imposible sobrevivir See yourself Porque se trata de vivir. And tell you who you are at the moment You can look and see yourself as a millionaire Alan de la Garza. And grab success by the ears Lydia Patterson Institute. Or see yourself eating feces of the streets Décimo grado. Segundo lugar. Struggling to even walk from one place or another You can see yourself in any way you want Whatever you want see on the mirror Determines who you are at the moment And seeing yourself the same way Over and over again It will make you who you are forever 25 Las estaciones del año Because the way you view life Determines who you are Primavera, es una estación colorida In the real como un arco iris World. llena de rayos de luz y donde hay vida Adan Rivas. Como las crías de los animales. El Dorado High School. Verano es una estación en donde Twelfth garde. First place. La grande estrella del universo resplandece, Con ello el aire es seco y caliente Como un desierto. Otoño es una representación de vejez. Los colores dan una belleza a las hojas Que se vuelven amarillas o rojizas 24 Que secas, caen cubriendo los campos. Se ven aves emigrando de un lado a otro. Invierno es la estación más friolenta Donde el ser humano puede crear un mono de nieve. La temporada de frutos secos, La estación de fiestas navideñas Que dejan huella en el fin de año Y comienza uno nuevo. Así de esta manera sigue el ciclo De las estaciones que nunca termina. Yareli Arellano. Lydia Patterson Institute. Décimo grado. Primer lugar. 17 Concrete crack on frozen ice El daño ermitaño snow falls on tongues warm with spit children run through streets, hair filled with lice De tu corazón quiero a boy lies next to his dead mother where she sits. quitar todo el daño te daré una semilla Michael Hipps. del ermitaño. El Dorado High School. Twelfth grade. Second place. Nunca te olvidaré aunque esté en Roma no podré olvidar tu dulce aroma. José Reyes. Morehead Middle School. 18 Octavo grado. Segundo lugar. 23 La luna Si el reloj se detiene evitando el tormento y ves que se obstina en marcar el momento observa la luna oculta entre las nubes espera oportuna mientras tú sabes: en mi sueño te pienso aguardando el silencio mientras espero tu ascenso. 22 Christian Gracia. Morehead Middle School. Octavo grado. Primer lugar. Spanish Language Poems Tú para mi Casa embrujada de un torrente salgo yo de dos torrentes sales tú Cuando entré en la casa embrujada oí el viento, de tres torrentes es nuestro me decía que saliera, de repente la puerta se cerró amor que arde como el sol. detrás de mí. Dentro estaba oscuro, la barandilla de la escalera me impedía caer. No hay límite en el amor Algo whooshed cerca de mí, corrió por las escaleras porque cada vez que te veo y se zambulló en el armario. Pude probar la saliva se me rompe el corazón. salada en mi boca. Se podía olfatear el miedo, cada vez que te miro doy un suspiro, olía a viejos calcetines de gymnasia y pies. cada vez que te hablo tengo ganas de darte un abrazo. Luego, lentamente, la puerta se abrió. Cuando me levanté, algo me agarró y me tiró hacia abajo. 20 Tus labios son rojos igual Tenía demasiado miedo de abrir los ojos. que mi sangre que llega a Cuando lo hice yo estaba sano y salvo en la cama. mi corazón que brilla y brilla como un diamante. Jillian Saldanha Morehead Middle School. Gidalti Chi Lydia Patterson Institute Séptimo grado. Primer lugar. Séptimo grado. Segundo lugar. 21